In 1984, how does Julia's note affect Winston? How does he behave differently?

In Part Iis
at a crossroads in his life as he
feels great discontent with his existence. In order to give
expression to his
negative thoughts, Winston purchases a diary in which he secretly writes. In
a
way, Winston feels he can voice his thoughts to, a member of the Inner
Party, by recording them
in his secret diary. He also knows that the Party
seeks to control every aspect of the truth,
Winston is suspicious of O'Brien
and others when he attends the Two-Minute Hate Session. When he
first sees
the "dark-haired girl" Winston thinks violent sexual thoughts about her,
and
distrusts...